there this one time people told you not to judge them, when the fact is that they are judging you, judging them. get it?

and the fact that i don’t actually give a damn about you. You potrayed yourself that way. And you expect people to understand you. When at the same time you don’t even bother to understand others.

Such a selfish brat.

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Hello.

Happy monday everyone. It’s february, and supposedly the shortest month of the year. But the time feels moving so slow.

I’ve been busy for the first few weeks of february, with weddings and all. And after that, things get back to normal. I end up throwing up and had a major headache and coughing non stop. I went to see the doctor, twice. Both told me my blood pressure is normal. The puking part might cause by angin. My colleagues thought that I’m pregnant. Sibok ok. Hish.

Whatever it is, I’ve requested an mc from the doctor because my body tells me that I need a rest.
Yup. 10 days of holidays that consist of two weddings and travelling and preparation and such. I also missed my uncle’s wedding because of the date clashed and we are too tired to go back the day before. In total, we actually travelled more than 1000km in 5 days time. Phew!

Back in the office, I still have lots and lots of work to do. Oh, my probation’s gonna end next month, which is quite stressful for me. I’m not sure if they want me to stay because according to my diary, I have like at least 3 projects that still going on by the time they want to evaluate me. So lets try to be positice. They do actually wants me to stay *finger crossed* Lol.

Why am I scaring myself out? Sheesh. I should forget about it and let my boss do the evaluation part.

Oh. Have you ever wonder why I don’t talk much about my colleagues? I try not to. Because they are colleagues. I don’t consider them as close friends. Colleagues where if I ever leave the company sometimes in the future, they might not even be in my phonebook list.Too much information can lead to a disaster. Trying my best not to share some unrelated information about myself. Hahaha seriously i feel so insecure. I can’t trust anyone yet. I do have some good friends here btw. But if lets say I don’t feel satisfy about something, I tend to keep it to myself. Or i go back and tell Cuz about it. Because whatever you said and whatever your action is, it can be use against you. See. That is why I am being very careful this time around. You’ll never know who will backstabbed you.

Excuse for the grammar and all. This is not an educational blog btw.

That’s all for now. I hope i can write more. Thank you for reading this piece of crap. I’m just being emo. That’s all.

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From Richard Lederer. I took this from a friend, also from fb. Just want to share with all of you how English is a crazy language. Lol.

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Semalam itteeww engok fb itteeww.. Lepas tewww ada kawan ittewww post ni.. Bacalah kalau rasa acam nak uno wiwi lepas tewww.. Hahaha..

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Alhamdulillah..

It’s been 5 years since I’m married to Mr Landaklaut. I feel blessed. Thank you for accepting me as who I am. Paling penting, tidak mengabaikan saya dalam hidup awak. I love you. Hope that our marriage will last till the end.

On a side note, we are going get a new family member. Mr Landaklaut’s brother is getting married today. So yay!! I am happy for both of them. Hopefully they are going to be together forever.

Happy friday to all!

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